And so to Slaughter in the art market

It is the day in which we send out another 10000 art pieces. I have to just hold my breath
my life has been nothing but complicated over the last month. Lost myself in a permanent
state of doing nothing.

Now, I have a mountain of work to do. I started painting again after a 1 1/2 week absense,
fraught with problems. Packing for my move across the world not done yet. New works to
be Exhibited and sent to a variety of galleries and auctioneers.

Sick Cats and kittens, and the loss of 4 of my kitties, who where both my babies and my
life so to speak. I loved them dearly. Losses from people stealing from me.

People running to and fro from my house, in a manner which made me feel like I was
in some surreal episode of a midtown clamour in a major city instead of a little pokey
house.

Stray people and stray cats all to be innoculated and also taken care of monetarily.

Then I got the best gift of all toothache which resulted in a visit to a dental clinic
and the removal of 9 teeth. All very painful and then very annoying. I hate to
waste time and like to be busy all the time. I was not able to paint in this 1 1/2
weeks and this nearly floored me. I missed the work, the feel of the brushes
and the release you feel once the picture flows out onto the glass or canvas or
whatever medium you are using. Sometimes I DO THIS digitally. I created
about 300 000 digital photo's etc. over a six month period and have added
this to my overall portfolio of 2,5 million digital art pieces. There is a place
and a piece of me in every one.

Have still not heard from my daughter JESSICA she disappeared on the
14th September 2001, sucked up into a world of lies, prostitution, trafficking
and well stupidity. After all did she not know once you are in that life it would
be hellishly difficult to get out of it. Although she had no choice in the matter
what worries me is the shame she feels now after going through this a shame
that prevents her from ever facing her family again. When we just love her
and want to help her right the wrongs in her past. By ignoring them and not
facing them she runs the risk of living a lie. HER life has become a lie because
she will not face the truth about what they did to her.

Now to the house I BOUGHT lovely 15 rooms all in all a mansion compared
to the pondok which I live in now. Just have to move in and on now.

Really looking forward to the new. new. new. A new day dawns for myself
and my cats and my family.